Let's Rewrite the End...

How much of a joke is actually a joke? Do drunken minds really speak sober thoughts? A friend said something the other night when we were together that made me wonder where his head is... A simple one-liner that contradicts with some things he's said before. Completely caught me off guard. Looked in his eyes, but couldn't tell what he was really thinking, at least where that comment was concerned. I wanted to call his bluff, (1. After some things he's said, why would that thought ever cross his mind to even say out loud, 2. So many unsaid things need to be discussed before we could even get to the point where that's a semi-realistic thought to even begin to entertain) but why ruin a beautiful moment by asking a follow-up question that could cause tension?

Hadn't seen him in 6mos. Seemed like he was so happy to see me when we finally met up. Coulda just been excited anticipation. IDK. Don't wanna read too much into it, or the aforementioned comment. He was making other comments that kinda threw me off, but I don't want to try to interpret them. Spoke to him later that day and asked just how drunk he was when we were together... Didn't seem very drunk by actions, but his words made it seem as though he was not in his right mind. Maybe those are the kind of thoughts that vocalize after not seeing someone for 6 mos... If it's there, it'll come out eventually. Practicing patience in this area of my life. In the meantime, I'll let Mariah speak for me.