Livin 4

I really like this song... "Livin 4" by J. Moss It makes me think of a certain someone... I really miss this person and I really wish we could be good friends... Problem is, the sexual chemistry I feel with him is greater than I've ever felt in my entire life. So, I guess, until we can sit down and talk about some things, until I can get rid of my feelings for him both romantic and sexual, I shouldn't try to get close to him... I might mess up... IDK... It sucks though because it's more than just sexual desire... I actually still have feelings for him. So that part wants to be able to just pick up the phone and call him like back in the day... But then my conscience 1. Doesn't want to get hurt and 2. (even though this should be #1, I'm being honest right now) Needs to make sure that I'm presenting my body as a living sacrifice to God, as in Romans 12:1... This song really hits home...